BlackMage602

I want it to be here! >_< However, I need more people in the hotel room after all it's A-kon and what's A-kon without a crowded hotel room. I'm not too exited about the bands this year, except for the steam punk band, they look cool. I need to finish getting and making my costume, all I know is that it's taking way too damn long. Well aside from A-kon I'm not really happy, my brother ruined my happy high. I feel really bad about putting my friends through my mood swings, I want to write, and roleplay, and draw, I'm just so torn I don't know what to do >_< I guess I'll end my rant, I feel kinda retarded for writing this considering I don't kno

I am so happy? kinda. I feel very bitter sweet I guess. I'm trying to be optimistic which is very very hard >_< that's what I have to say. I'm working on a story picture thing for art, I'm doing the story of jack the ripper. I will probably post it up here, if it's good. puh.